crying in church and panic attacks lost ipods and broken souls i think i must be going mad frenzied searches and heaving sobs pop music and bitter numbs this is me i'm yours

logan heart is indifferent to the feelings and emotions of others not in the sense that he doesn't care just that he doesn't care for at the moment your pain only increases my apathy yes apathy i can use the word if i so please i don't govern based on your lease why is it that we don't speak yes you who spends his time gabbing away do you not notice me or do you simply not care for my existence ahh i see you simply don't care for my appearance sorry if i didn't come across as nice i simply don't give a shit i rent emotions but i don't pay

i don't care to write about love when love only brings painful thoughts of your mystery do you care do you really? why'd you bug me did you really? thoughts of pain and jokes about hate what is it to you what I do if i turn right is it wrong to pirouette on left?

how scared I am to become the drop an atom in the river's death I fear myself in the mirror's reflection what will happen if I fall to blue and can never climb to white or gray

what time to wish depends on the clock you pick-- I chose the one best for now, what happens if life chose another one?

what maddness to hear them speak contradicting stories in every lie you're too talented for this but not good enough for me how crazy must one be to let the world dictate their very being?

i feel alone when the room empties except for me and no one thinks to say come join me

my soul is dancing both in joy and sorrow emotions translated through motions of my body don't ask what I'm thinking listen to the music and join in the feeling

I don't know you I never can you won't notice when I am gone if I go today will the world be the same did I change anything? is it all the same without me?

don't think just write about the things you didn't want to hide the smiles you didn't want to fight the tears that sallied down your face and maybe you just wanted a friend maybe you didn't know where to begin