Exercise in Creativity

i'm not sure what i'm feeling but i'm sure i'm not liking days worth of feelings without ever once writing how i'm stressed by it all and i just wanna call but i can't find the time when the bars are unfound and i didn't want to cry before a strangers eyes but that's why we're friends isn't it my brotha man? and i didn't mean to hurt the nicest little guy but it isn't easy to do what your heart tells you to maybe i'm just confused maybe i'm melancholy maybe i'm stupid and maybe i'm worthless maybe i'm used for words i can't remember and maybe i dance but never had a chance maybe i'm crazy maybe i'm blue right now i'm in darkness just thinking of you