Yes, Mom,I am a tortured artist,because when I cryI don't need a reason why.
When I cry it is like there is a holegnawing at my chestand the only way to fillit is to sob.
When I cry people askAre you okay?and no,I'm not o-fucking-kay.
I feel like I am dying,drowning in undefined pain.
But you want to know why?Why do I cry?
I cry because I'm afraid.
I cry because when the feelingstarts I don't know if itwill ever stop.
i only recently have begun to feel a strange empty depression that you described. it comes and goes, but when it comes, i don't know if it will ever stop. so i understand. it's probably the scariest feeling i've ever had.
ReplyDeleteOh no! I'm sorry, Kelsey. It's really scary. I hope that it doesn't last long for you
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