Stagnation.Dread.Feeling.Crying.Felt

it's the feeling of stagnation or maybe it's dread no it's not that I don't know quite yet it's the feeling that had I been someone else I would know this feeling extinct now it's the feeling of feeling which feels a lot like crying we're old friends this feeling and I It's funny that you never see me cry and now it's the feeling of having felt all there is I need to feel and the only thing left is to get up and shout that I finally got this feeling out